Excercise

Ok...I HATE to excercise. Does anyone else have this problem?

I paid for a gym membership, but rarely went. Then, I renewed the darn thing!!! I have good intentions, but those don't help the flab fall off. I've even got friends from church that are willing to meet me there to work out as well and this week I've been unable to show up everyday so far. What am I to do? I already know the answer so you don't have to say anything. I need to get my rear in gear and get to the gym. My biggest excuse though, and one that I don't even try to find a solution for is that I have noone to watch Emma. And get this, one friend has older sons that are willing to help babysit her, and still I'm a no-show. I just hate to bother someone with babysitting. Does that even make sense? And I'm sure if she reads this, she'll let me know what she thinks :) (Love ya NS!)

Know what else? I've even bought a dance it off work out DVD and have used it twice! I work at a school that has it's own walking track and don't use it. I could use it after school when I really have don't have much to do, I could make the kids walk with me at recess, but still I DON'T!!! What is wrong with me? I severly lack self motavation!!

Oh look at that! It's 9:09 p.m. and the gym closes at 10!! And I've already gone through every excuse I have in my head not to go and they all worked!! Another day without exercise....maybe tomorrow.